原来上班的感觉，就是暂时忘了心里的那个自己是谁，也忘了心里在想的人是谁。我该找个时间去买个中文输入软件，我不喜欢告诉英文我的心情。
  Ｂｙ 想念咖啡的牛奶
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  ※ your September
  Unconsciously， September came.
  You are so busy in this month， studying， taking exam and your
  birthday.
  Does anybody celebrate your birthday？ Does it？ When I asked myself，
  I
  really wanted to take a plane to Taiwan and regarded myself as a
  present
  for you.
  Mom took me to the church today. I had not gone to church for years
  since
  I went to Taiwan for studying. Sister Marcy was happy to see me. She
  touched my face and said I had a rosy complexion and became
  beautiful. I
  just smiled.
  God is nearsighted and so is his messenger. Couldn't she really see
  that
  I was haggard actually because of miss？
  When I walked out of the church， a cold wind blew over my face and I
  felt
  so cold. The city's September is already like Taiwan's winter.
  In your September， it causes my miss extremely.
  Also， in my November， do you miss me specially？
  My birthday is on November 18， do you still remember？ If I wish my
  birthday present is being your girl friend for one day， will you？
  By milk who miss coffee
  译：
  ※ 你的九月
  不知不觉的，九月到了。这个月你好忙呢，要念书，要考试，还有你的生日。今年有人替你庆生吗？有吗？当我这幺问自己的时候，我就好想坐上飞机飞到台湾去，然后把我自己当做生日礼物送给你。今天妈妈带我到教堂去，自从到台湾念书之后，我已经好几年没有进教堂了。玛西修女看见我很高兴，摸着我的脸说我气色很好，而且变漂亮了，我只是笑一笑。原来上帝是个大近视，上帝的使者也是个大近视，难道她没能看出来，因为思念的缘故，我其实是憔悴的吗？走出教堂的时候，一阵冷风拂上我的脸，感觉好冷。这城市的九月，已经像是台湾的冬天了。在这属于你的九月里，特别引起我的思念。而在属于我的十一月里，你会特别想念我吗？我的生日是十一月十八日，你还记得吗？如果我希望我的生日礼物，是能当你一天的女朋友，你愿意吗？
  Ｂｙ 想念咖啡的牛奶
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  ※ a city of excess in coffee
  When I went to a bookstore in the China Town， I took a Chinese
  magazine
  and skimmed it. It said that Seattle is a city of excess in coffee.
  I
  smiled and agreed with it from the bottom of my heart. As I put down
  that magazine， a flavor of coffee struck my nose.
  Oh， I smell this flavor in the office almost every day. On each
  street
  in downtown， there is a coffee shop every five-meter. It seems that
  if
  Seattle has no coffee that it would lose its soul of city.
  It has been about two months since I started to work. Dad said that
  my
  performance is pretty steady and I may start to learn more
  professional
  subject next year. I don't understand what is more professional
  subject
  but I think I will take cell phone with me to the restroom like
  Sanica
  from next year.
  So I start to have at least three cups of coffee everyday like Mike
  and
  Lily. They said that since taking on drugs is illegal， let oneself
  drink
  coffee to be poisoned.
  I live in a city of excess in coffee. Coffee is the soul of the
  city.
  And you live in my heart. If I am the city， are you the soul of my？
  By milk who miss coffee
  译：
  ※ 酗咖啡的城市
  在中国城逛书店的时候，随手翻了翻一本中文杂志，里面说西雅图是个酗咖啡的城市，我笑了，心里认同的很，才放下那本杂志，一阵咖啡香就扑鼻而来。啊，在办公室里，我几乎每天都在闻这样的味道。而在市区的每一条街道里，三步五尺就有一家咖啡厅，好象没有了咖啡的西雅图，就没有了城市的灵魂。
  开始工作到现在，也已经两个多月了，爸爸说我的表现很稳定，大概明年就可以开始学习更深入的东西了。我不明白什幺是更深入的东西，但我想明年开始，我可能会像Sanica一样，连上个洗手间都必须带着手机吧。所以，我开始学Mike跟Lily，每天至少三杯咖啡。他们说既然吸毒是犯法的，那就让自己喝咖啡喝到中毒吧。我住在酗咖啡的城市里，咖啡是这城市的灵魂。而你住在我心里，若我是一座城市，那幺我的灵魂，是不是你？
  Ｂｙ 想念咖啡的牛奶
  - 待续 -
  * 若我是一座城市，那幺我的灵魂，是不是你？*
  第20节：你看不见我的哭泣
  ※ 领悟
  终于买回来了，我的中文输入软件，看见自己的计算机可以打出中文，我莫名的兴奋。我终于可以用我喜欢的语言来跟自己对话，这样的感觉很真。九月三十号那天晚上，我孤坐在桌前，看着秒针一步一步的绕圈圈，看着分针跳过十二点。啊，十月了，属于你的九月过去了，失落感像一阵突来的滂沱大雨一样，淋过我的全身。我下意识的摸了摸我的衣服，衣服是没湿的，但失落感依然让我感到寒冷。我恨这样的思念，因为思念让我变得忧郁，早晨浴室的镜子里，我看不见我的笑容，我的眼睛失去了神气。终于，我领悟了。思念变成了我的空气，不思念你，我便无法呼吸。这领悟好孤单，我该说给谁听？所以，我只好把它放在这里，一个你永远都不会看见的地方。你也永远都不会知道，一个简单的网址背后，有着这幺多想跟你说的心情。
  「却有种叫做时间的东西，说没问题，最后我们会痊愈。」我把音量开到十一，孙燕姿的歌声溶化在空气里。如果时间真能让我痊愈，是不是也会让我忘记，你……？
  Ｂｙ 想念咖啡的牛奶
  看到这里，我几乎快不能呼吸，坐在房间的角落里，有一种想掉几滴眼泪平抚心情的冲动，但我就是哭不出来。